Andrea Horvath;19;Hungarian;Live in London

"I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love."
"the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach"
"The hardest part about walking away from someone is the part where you realize that, no matter how slowly you go, they will never run after you."
"I hope you look for me in everyone you meet."
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my blog is the mind of a 17 y/o, following back x
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I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy

because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless

and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.

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Lower Ladera, Los Angeles 2014. 
"I don’t want to care. If I care about things, it’ll just be worse, it’ll just be another thing to worry about. It’s less painful if I don’t care."
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